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5 October 2007

Cuastic Nothing

There so much caustic nothing within me at the minute, I sit and stare with hideous and blatent anger of a kind no one deserves and I am fighting not to turn it inward, fighting not to lash out at my angle, my lover – at my all and I’m failing, falling and falling and shifting through a quagemire of pain and resentment.

I don’t really know how much more I can cope with, my world is collapsing one thing after another. We still have no home thanks to the Flood and I am having to cope without the King for too much time and yet I know it to be nessassary to get through this.

I hate the world, I hate myself and I increasingly hate anybody with an easy life.

This is all so FUCKED UP :(