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22 April 2009

Computer Aided Sex

I awoke from the most glourious of dreams – I had been tied to the bed so kneeling legs spread by the purple and black lust loops, wearing my PVC skirt that laces up and the rubber corset with the buckels – all in black of course.

The King was creating with his laptop and so was Armand, they were both naked and typing away sat in seats at the foot of the bed. They seemed not to notice me except Armand looked sideways at the King and he nodded. Armand got up and still talking subject specific jargon at the King came over to me.

He grabbed my hips and pushed his cock into me, rythmically he fucked me whilst all the while talking with the King in a calm way. He grunted as he came pushing harshly into me then he with drew and sat down – he continued to work.

21 April 2009

Naughty Doggy Humping Peoples Legs

Naughty doggy got horny again and saw the nicest piece of eye-candy so she went up to him and engaged him in a play fight where her hands would be clasped in his and were he pinned her down and she was happy. But then Master came and got nuaghty doggy and led her upstairs and spanked naughty doggy.

He said that naughty doggy had been very disobedient and had been humping the guests legs – naughty doggy snuggled at Master and nuzzeled his nipple ‘poor doggy horny’ she explained and he smiled at naughty doggy.

Then he claimed her as his own fucking her hard and marking her with a bit on her shoulder as he came into naughty doggy.

Then he spanked her agian for humping guests legs.

Naughty doggy wriggled nexted to him and thought about going down and just humping the guest.

20 April 2009

The ethics of my libedo

A comrade is staying with us – one that I chased with the idea of copulation in my younger days – he is lovely with waist length black straight shiny hair – he is like Armand from the film Interview with a Vampire and he is lushious.

I so I find myself increasingly flirting with him and too my suprise after tentively looking at the King he started to flirt back.

Just as I was starting to get carried away the King whispers in my ear, ‘remember he has a girlfriend’ I come down with a thump. It is one thing to hit upon my single male freinds who know that I am marraide but I should not do it to those I know to be in a closed relationship.

But the flirting continued from his side and the King sighed – that night he told me that the ethical onous was not on me. Morally it is Armands decission – but I feel I am doing something very wronge but have convinced myself that he flirts with me becuase it is safe to do so – I am marrade therefore no threat – I am conventionally off limits.

I am feeling very edgy about my sexuality again full stop at the moment so this is a sticky issue for me.

19 April 2009

Jelousy Over Something So Small?

My dear mortals I have been partaking in what I suppose would be called cybersex and I have been doing this with two male friends – one I went to college with and one I have only ever known through the medium of the internet though he has met the King.

Sometimes I have both channels open at once and love bringing them to climax by just saying stuff to them – by typing out what I want them to do to me or me do to them. But I hurt Danish boy today. It never occured to me that he might think of this as an us thing – that he would be jelous if I did it with other people.

I thought I had mentioned the other guy before but the more I explained about it the shorter his responses became. He then asked me to delete the logs of our discussions. This was on the back of him asking me not to tell the girl he’s trying to suduce that we have these ‘sex chats’.

This hurt me slightly as I felt that it should have been obvious that I wouldn’t blurt it out to her and then I started thinking about it and about the fact he disappears sometimes and doesn’t talk to me for an age – I’m pretty sure these corrasponde with when he has a girlfriend.

I understand that it would be a bit off to have our sexual talk whilst he is in a relationship as some may see that as inferdelity but it would be nice to still be seen as a friend.

So now I am wondering about the emotions behind what seemed to be an emotionless piece of fun at the begining – it would appear that all those nasty complex emotions that surround sex within our culture are spilling out into the regions of cyber space – this makes me sad slightly.

I want to explore my sexual nature but if I risk hurting people I’m not sure I can ethically.

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